Long time no posting.

Well, the past few months have been a hell ride. Too much of one to really write about. But here is a short tidbit about what's been going on. Well, I went out drinking, got pregnant, due in May, tired of dealing with men who can't take a relationship to at least a semi serious exclusive relationship, and watching my little Andie get bigger and her vocabulary even more so then her size. I'm stuck at a job I cannot stand and it's not even the actual jobs fault. And that's about it. That and crazy drama in between as always since I cannot seem to escape it.

On a happier note, my modeling has been a lot more fun and I'm breaking more walls down! I started shooting some lingerie showing off my belly! My photos are getting better and better. I wish I was able to work with  more photographers currently but being pregnant restricts my work to basically just maternity. I hope to be able to break out more once the baby is born and I start getting back into shape. It's actually a set deal. Got myself a work out partner and everything so I can't just skip out of it. Can't wait! new toned tummy after May will be awesome! I miss that tone. And just for you here is a picture of my belly!

"Boudoir Shoot" with Cardens Photography

Amazing. Simply amazing. The shoot was fun, creative, and definitely worth the drive through the country to do. They definitely own gorgeous land and house!, have amazing skills, and have a very cute daughter who likes to hand me pretty little flowers as props- and drew me a cute kitty! (Apparently a gift to those who she likes! Win on my part!). I already was tagged in a few photos and was informed the rest of the photos will be up on Facebook before the weeks out. I think I am in love! Well, definitely in love with their work, professionalism, and their personalities! I definitely want to work with them again!


I don't have photos in hand other than the ones I was tagged in but the moment I do I will put them up. And when you see the word Boudoir don't just think lingerie. It's a little more then just that. And in my chosen wardrobe I proved that. I used an old fashioned peasant dress which would normally be worn beneath a dress and a lacy dress that reminded me of classy and sensible inside or outside wear. And yes, the peasant dress can be considered lingerie many many years ago. You'll see. Or you can just look it up. Either way, It's late and I am definitely hitting my bed up for some needed sleep!

Drive In Epic Fail

Alrighty then, My friend Heather and I go to the drive in last night. Why? Because Harry Potter part 1 and 2 is playing so we thought AWESOME! We packed up the kids, went to Walmart and Sheetz, and then to the drive in. The first movie plays and half way through it the sound dies out a bit. We thought it was the car. Nope. It's the drive in. They fix the problem and then towards the fun screaming and tortures in the end of the first part- it happens again. Our thoughts then are, "Okay, this better not happen to the second part!!!"

At this very point in time, our kids are sleeping and we're getting ourselves ready during this intermission. Oh yes. Movie starts- you can't hear anything but a buzz! It continues to go in and out for the first 5-10 minutes. We make the decision to leave. Strapping the kiddo's in and getting everything picked up they then fix the sound. I'm sorry, I already missed important information. Good bye drive in. Now, I've read the books. I have seen all the movies but this last part. Guess what we're scheduling now? We're going to see it in 3-D due to the obviously better quality. Now just to plan the day and get sitters and go!

I love drive ins. I do. But last night they weren't up to par. And that's a no no for a Harry Potter dweeb, nerd, dork, and/or geek (Which ever you'd prefer to use is just fine). Over all my night wasn't bad. But I am wounded but they receive from me one critical hit and no experience points gained.

My sporadic thoughts and activities of the week!

Last week, I helped out with a diaper cake, helped my friend start her baskets/diaper cakes thought process and supplies, ran around like a chicken with my head cut off, Andie drove me nuts with "Mommy" every two minutes, refusing to sleep, screaming her head off for no reason, touching and pulling everything apart as she pleases, and today I get to go do new hire paperwork at my new job! YAY! I will be working! At a gas station part time but that's fine by me. I'm going to my modeling shoot tomorrow. Can't wait! So my crafting is on a small hold for the time being while I figure the rest of my scheduling out. I need to pick some specifics up anyway, you know, barrettes, head bands, and possibly some fabric. But not until I get my disorganized room back in order. It's been hell! I have no where to store anything. Andie's toys are over running my room and leaving me no space to do anything. Besides she won't let me do much as it is. I went out to some yard sales as usual. Sigh.

And Heather and I took our kiddos swimming. Patrick didn't do much of swimming while my little angel was terrified because Heather took an under the water swim and "disappeared" to the other side of the pool. She cried. Then she cried again as she got sprayed with some water on her back due to a foot swimming away. That made her scream some more. She is now terrified of pools I think. She clung to me the whole time. She really is too cute. 

So, yes... this has been the past week. Busy, busy, busy. This upcoming week I will find out by the end of today. But sadly there is still one activity I want to do and haven't been able to. Why? Because it would involve a male taking me out. I'm tired of sitting home on my ass on this computer. I'd just love to get to go out on a date! Even if we took Andie and went to a drive in since regular theaters won't allow kids in after the matinee showing. But that's fine I guess. Due to being busy I think it might just be better to wait. Then again... You never know. Time will tell.

Until next time! These are the life and times of my sporadic self!

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Makeup Mayhem

What was suppose to be Makeup Mayhem failed due to road construction outside my house. That's fine. I got to make my good friend Heather into some fairy glamor with only one mistake that I can fix now that I seen the pictures- too late. But that's fine. It's called practice for a reason. Next time it won't happen. I also did my makeup gold and black glamor but my photos turned out very dark. Heather is trying to edit the picture to brighten it up to how it actually looked. Highly annoying. If all else fails then I will just have to do it again and take pictures in the sunlight.

Tired of being stalked from half way across the country.

Well, the plain as day fact is I have an internet stalker. She just can't seem to leave me alone. I don't stalk her. I don't get into her business. I simply just try to ignore her to the best of my abilities. But she has officially decided to start harassing me again on a website called DA which I put my many talents (or her opinion no talents in) pretending to be male and it's obviously her if you knew her. I will not use her name. There simply is no point to. The fact is she simply needs to learn to leave me alone and spend her time trying to screw up/fix her own little world.  I'm not out to get her. I have no idea why she is out to get me. She needs to start acting like the suppose of adult and "professional" she claims to be.

I'm growing tired of her. I've never been this close to calling the police about harassment because I'm so use to being able to take care of myself. But what she is officially doing is ruining my good name or at least trying to. I hope she knows that here in Pennsylvania internet bullying/harassment is taken very seriously. If it continues I might just have to make it to where her *cute little mac book* is legally confiscated and her name be put on a list for internet banning. I'm sure we all remember little Jessica Slaughter and what happened to her internet privileges for minor bull and her obsessions. Get off my back!